the lost ones who never had chance like many, many, many others. RIP all lost ones.
Copied off of " journal.
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Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
the ones who never had a chance to say goodbye.

"When you think all is lost, nothing is ever lost that is another lie from the depths of hell"

Oh my god today I went to the doctor( a special one, lol no faggot not that kind of special), and she said before I could go that I can be fixed! For 15 fucking years I've been writing with the wrong hand, I'M A LEFTY! You see when I write with my right hand my right side of the brain works the same goes with the other hand and the other half of the brain. Because I was born a lefty (but started with my right) my brain got all mixed up and so it screwed every thing. To be precise I should be using my left side of my brain, writing and using my lefty like it's my right hand, my right brain. I will be doing therapy for 4 or 8 months and I might have to wear a cast in that time period! D: NOOOOO! ppl at school will think I'm doing it for attention. I will resist, RESIST I SAY!!!! This is great I'm so happy my parents are too! This will change my life forever. This will change the way I draw, my stress, and all the things I do. :'D Thank you lord! But I will always love my friends, there was a doctor I used to go to who told me I was suppose to be very social, start conversations with people who right now I am afraid to talk to but want to talk to to make friends with. This will help me do these things, to talk and make friends with ppl. I will be ok if this dont work(which isn't going to happen grantee) It will be fun and would of made things very interesting. Thats good it's so boring around here. Well wish me luck guys! Love you guys!!! >w< XOXOXOXOXOXO~



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I will also be attending Setsucon next year! lol having a hard time picking a character to cosplay as, maybe Alphonse elric.(Probably end up cosplaying as him.) haha I'm hoping to stay all three days for my first time. This is also my first con thats not in Virginia, W00T! this is going to be so interesting.